Tuesday, July 24, 2012
Once again, it been so long since I did my very last blogging. And now, once again, my life is back down in the struggling parts whereby difficulties faced and challenges faced with the need of managing my emotional secretly in the dark room.
This year, almost everything does not seem to be smooth for me at all. Or maybe this few months.
Went for SI (Swimming Instructor) skills test and failed on my butterfly. It did a impact on my planning for my future a bit.
Next, went for Life-Saving Instructor course and failed my skill test. Also, I missed my rope throw that time which cost me to lose my 5 marks. Went back for the retest, I miss my rope throw again. Dam sad. Just miss be a little bit bit. This miss actually increases my chance of failing the course unless I scored 4 marks for the rest of my other 9 items :( Hope god really will bless me with a pass. Sigh!
Thirdly is that, I really did study for my UT 1 and was really surprisingly that I did badly for it. Haiz...
Fourthly, I lose my Oakley Sunglass...
Lastly, I was being told that they are going to confess to each other at the end of this week..
After writing down all that, I realize that this few months, was not really a good month for me. But well, still unable to come to the full conclusion yet as the final result for the life-saving instructor course is not out yet.
Without knowing, now is already the 7th month of the year 2012. In about 2 months + time, I am about to fly off for my attachment in which, I will be back by next year. Also, without knowing, it been about 3 years since I am in RP. In a blink of eye, I am going to graduate and go into army. After that, what is the next plan? I think most likely I will work with Kenneth as a full time coach. And at the same time, pursuing my interest.
But before I leave, I will go and give my SI skill test one last try. Life-saving, if I passed this time round, I will carry on hoping to get a examiner. However, if I failed, I will just give up on that and concentrate on SI and of course not to forget my Kayaking instructor...
Hope that I manage to pass today result and also my route ahead will become smoother... Was thinking of finding the old me back whereby, I keep myself so busy and flying around.
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