Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Well, time passes so fast, it is the day of another holiday that I am going to fly off again. Seem like every holiday in tertiary level, I can't stop myself going overseas.
Well, the feeling before flying off for me are always the same.
Feeling a bit sian, don't really want to go.
However, after a few days, I will be enjoying myself instead :-/
Hope that everything will go well during the trip and after the trip.
Seriously must take good care of myself. After the trip, it will be the month that I am facing difficulty challenges.
October to me = no rest month for me.
Every odd weekday, I am having my NCAP Course at night.
Almost every even weekday, I am having my driving lesson.
Weekend, I still need to work and attend my swimming lesson.
Seriously hope that everything can really goes well.
Also, not to forget that I am current need times to do my proposal for a few projects.
Also with meeting.
But also sad to say that I think this time we are going to go separate way (Secondary School Friends). For months, I can't organised any outing.
Hope that I will be able to find one weekend and go out with TZY to Singapore River there and have our leisure.
Well, it will be even best if I got my own DSLR camera.
But until now have not got myself 1 due to money issue.
~Sigh~
Last but not least, those who are already overseas hope you all are doing well now.
I think I shall end my
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Friday, September 23, 2011
Time seriously flies so fast. It been so long since I did my last updates.
Well, time flies, people do change.
What are the changes that I made after enrolled into polytechnic?
It is definitely a lot.
It can be good it can be bad.
Frankly speaking, sometime, I am not even sure what had I become?
Sometime feel that I am in a lost :-/
After enrolled into RP, I had seen that your hardwork does not really pay off. Yet, I still keep on putting on hardwork. Why is this so? I been telling myself that what is yours, it will eventually become yours at the end of the day. But this sentence does not occur into my mind in the past.
Oh well, also, today GPA and result was release. Sad to see that my GPA drop once again despite me putting a lot of hardwork in my studies.
Recalling back to my aim in RP when I was in year 1, I thought that I will be happy after obtaining those position.
But it was not.
But it was not.
TrekEarth, getting a Vice President, but I don't feel happy at all.
Reason being because I got the position but not the heart.
Intending to leave TrekEarth silently after my Mount Rinjani trip.
And the only time that I really sense the happiness in RP was the year 2 semester 1 whereby me, Esther, CK, Banana, etc went out to eat after our lesson.
This was the first time I miss my training just to go and eat and play with them.
But I feel the happiness.
Even though instead of going home and do my work, I go out with them.
I really can't describe the sense of happiness with them.
I really hope that we can become a group of very close friend whereby we go out regularly, playing, shopping, holiday and many more.
However, on the other hand, there is also another sad thing happening.
"The 4 Brothers" seriously = separate already.
The same as the "SKITTLE" group.
So, this is how our friendship bond for years come to an end.
Seriously sad to say that.
But congratulation to Jeremy, finally attach:)
Work, well, it can be said that it is not as smooth as I expected.
Coaching, I don't know why, I had been shifting here and there.
Having my own class already, I seriously don't like to be shift around.
But still, do I have a choice?
It is "NO"
Externally seem to be a option, but internally, it is a decision being made.
Well, as a worker, I really can't do anything much.
Sometime, frankly speaking, I feel that the most relaxing time for me is when I am doing swimming.
Without, it gave me the moment of relaxing feeling.
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