<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/3168597320913012122?origin\x3dhttp://me-lonely-guy.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Sunday, January 2, 2011

Sitting in a dark environment with only my table lamp light up my surrounding. Cool and raining wether. Listerning to song that was years ago. Just to update my blog.

Tomorrow will be the starting of the school. Don't really looking forward to it. I was just hoping to end my year 1 semester 2 as soon as possible. Tuesday is the start of my UT 2. I am really scare of that UT. Because I really need to do well for it as I really did badly for my UT 1.

This semester was a real stress semester for me.

Do you know now, I had start to wonder does hardwork really pay off? This question I asked myself when I was in Secondary 4 taking my N level. Despite Mdm Chuah said that hardwork definitly will pay off and the outcome of my N level result prove so. Since then I did not question myself this question anymore. But nowadays, I really start to question it again. Because I really did give my best. But it just makes me feel that hardwork does not pay off.
Despite working hard, still unable to get "A" for daily grade. Well since that happened last year, let's just forget it any bounce back from the fall.

Also I realise something. The reason behind me foor being busy was because I really do not like the feeling of empty in my heart.

But how is the start of 2011, of course, there are things waiting for me to be done. But I will try to take note of my emotion already. That is the things that I had been neglectingfor the past few years.



From:
-The Lonely Guy-™
8:09 PM
[ 孤独なやつ™]