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Sunday, November 28, 2010

Finally almost reaching the end of the November 2010. My tough period are over. From what I had observe from it, I found out a lot of weaknesses throughout this tough period.

Firstly, I did not manage to communicate well into my class yet.
Secondly, I don;t think I had did well in planning my time despite the crash, unable to really fulfill all the 3 sides well (Help FSC, Trekking gathering and Service Learning club event).

Also during this period, I also realise that I am fond of her. But now, I really need to think which side I really need to put most of my attention on.

Service learning club?
Trekking IG?
SHL Club?

To be frank, my motive for being so hardcores are because I really want to learn those skill (organising events) and also get a position that I want in my IG.
Service learning Club -> Projct management
Trekking IG -> Vice President
SHL Club -> Vice President
But now, I start to feel that the chances for me to become a Vice President for both my Trekking and SHL Club IG.
I have the thought for putting down my commitment for SHL Club.
Although, that happen to trekking too but I don't intend to put down because I still want to travel around to world, enjoying the sunrise scene. And ya, if you ask me why I feel that I will not be getting a Vice President for Trekking IG because Jia Da said that they intend to train me as a PTI as I am good in physical.

SHL club, based on recently activities, I think that other people stand a higher chance than me. So ya, I think that it is not possible for me to get it. No matter how much I commit, I don't feel that I can get a Vice President. So, I don't see a point of carry on committing as there is nothing much you can do if you did not get either a President or a Vice President.

Now I have the thought of changing my committment prority switching SHL Club and Service Learning Club. If you asked me why I would have the intention of switching the priority are because I want to spend some of my daily life time doing volunteer work, next is because she is in Service Learning Club, so I really hope to spend more time with her. (Just realise that I really fall for her).

But up to now, I really need to find a day and think of what I really want next. Do I willing to put down some of my committment for the sake of her or I will choose to give let it go again? Also, I need to knwo which committment is more important to me.



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