The Lonely One~

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Finally almost reaching the end of the November 2010. My tough period are over. From what I had observe from it, I found out a lot of weaknesses throughout this tough period.

Firstly, I did not manage to communicate well into my class yet.
Secondly, I don;t think I had did well in planning my time despite the crash, unable to really fulfill all the 3 sides well (Help FSC, Trekking gathering and Service Learning club event).

Also during this period, I also realise that I am fond of her. But now, I really need to think which side I really need to put most of my attention on.

Service learning club?
Trekking IG?
SHL Club?

To be frank, my motive for being so hardcores are because I really want to learn those skill (organising events) and also get a position that I want in my IG.
Service learning Club -> Projct management
Trekking IG -> Vice President
SHL Club -> Vice President
But now, I start to feel that the chances for me to become a Vice President for both my Trekking and SHL Club IG.
I have the thought for putting down my commitment for SHL Club.
Although, that happen to trekking too but I don't intend to put down because I still want to travel around to world, enjoying the sunrise scene. And ya, if you ask me why I feel that I will not be getting a Vice President for Trekking IG because Jia Da said that they intend to train me as a PTI as I am good in physical.

SHL club, based on recently activities, I think that other people stand a higher chance than me. So ya, I think that it is not possible for me to get it. No matter how much I commit, I don't feel that I can get a Vice President. So, I don't see a point of carry on committing as there is nothing much you can do if you did not get either a President or a Vice President.

Now I have the thought of changing my committment prority switching SHL Club and Service Learning Club. If you asked me why I would have the intention of switching the priority are because I want to spend some of my daily life time doing volunteer work, next is because she is in Service Learning Club, so I really hope to spend more time with her. (Just realise that I really fall for her).

But up to now, I really need to find a day and think of what I really want next. Do I willing to put down some of my committment for the sake of her or I will choose to give let it go again? Also, I need to knwo which committment is more important to me.

From:

-The Lonely Guy-™

9:38 PM

[ 孤独なやつ™]

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Another weekend had pass! Since the start of the semester 2, I start to feel unhappy when it is getting close to Monday, Why is this so? Is it really because of my class or other reasons?

Nowadays in republic polytechnic, I spend more time emo than happy. The time when I was really happy in RP was when with my semester 1 E25B peers and my trek IG mates.

So far, I think the most happy time in my life was the time in Hong Kah Secondary School during the period of time when we were Secondary 3, 4 & 5 with my peers (Hock Meng, Jia Da, Jeremy, Qiu Lin, Zi Yang, Irfan, Audrey Wee, Michelle, Deborah, Cassandra Chan and many more).
During that few years, I was really very happy being with them.
Every morning, we will reach school own time own target but will gather together before assembly, joking around, singing songs, eating breakfast and tea/coffee.

During recess, we will gathering together to eat together and go back to class together after that.

After school, we will go home together. During Secondary 3, we will took 99 and make a loop.
Although I did not join them everytime. But somethime I also join them when I can and free.
When we were in Secondary 4 & 5, we will either took 187 and change bus at Jurong point or half way. Sometime, we were walk all the way out to take 185. I really missed the time walking to bus stop with them.

Lessons, having lesson together, we joke, study, helping one another, all are fun memories.

Structure lessons, we will be walking out of the school to YuHua village for our lunch and walk back to school for our lessons again. Missed the time too.

I also remembered that the first day of school in 2009, we walked to Yuhua Village for lunch. I treated everybody for lunch (Chicken Rice). Is it possible to have that type of scene again? How I wish it will.

D&T lessons sometime makes us stay back finished our project. Went home with Hock meng, Jeremy and Irfan, walking out of the D&T room followed by the school gate in our green uniform with our school bag and taking a D&T file on our hand.

On the actual day of O level paper, we were all doing our last minute study at the Mcdonald at Yuhua Village. Really miss that type of feeling and time with them. Eating, studying, helping one another and walking to school to take our O level paper. I know that it is not possible to happen again.

Last but not least, we celebrate events together in school.
National Day and Teacher's Day are the major event we celebrated together. Singing songs, watching performances in the hall and going home or lunch at Jurong Point after that.
Sport day, went to Jurong Point shop and play until late noon. Remember that we walked from the Clementi stadium to the bus stop taking 198 to Jurong Point. There were a few times we walked to Clementi chooping mall area took to take bus.
Cross country, from Secondary 1 to 3, we went to Jurong Point for lunch and shop too. But Secondary 4 we did not. And Secondary 5, we don't get a chance because cross country is not open to all due to the H1N1.

Very fast to the end of our Secondary School time. Time flew just like that in 5 years. Very fast. In the 5 years, happiness, joy, arguments and many more are actually among us. Regardless it is a happy or sad time with you guys, I really missed it and love it very much.

Thanks for being part of my Secondary school life.

Friends:
Lee Jia da
Quah Hock Meng
Jeremy Wang Wei Loon
Vinly Chin
Lewis Ho
Tan Zi Yang
Irfan
Goh Qiu Lin
Terry Tan
Jerry Tan
Er Jin Yi
Audrey Wee
Michelle
Cassandra Chan
Deborah Yeo
Jasper and friends
Khuz
My NCC friends

Teachers:
Mdm Lisa Chuah
Mdm Sim
Mr Ng Boon Teck
Mr Ng Han Liat
Mr Lawrence Che
Mr Ling Peng Yip
Miss Ang Yan Pure
Mrs Chong CH
Mdm Sharifah
Mr Chan YM
Mdm Linda Tan
Mr You YY
Mr Adron Wee
Mr Wee JY
Mr Chua LS
Mrs Yap
Mr Steven Toh

Upon getting my O level result, and came to RP, getting the course that I want, I thought that my next chapter of life had began and it will be a happy one. In semester 1, I was indeed very happy in RP, looking forward to school daily. Went for trips after my semester 1. Was also happy during the trip. But caoming back to school for semester 2, I was not really that happy at all and wasn't really looking forward to school daily...

From:

-The Lonely Guy-™

9:30 PM

[ 孤独なやつ™]

Monday, November 1, 2010

Back from school, manage to find time to do a short update.

TO be frank, this semester, I am not really happy.

From:

-The Lonely Guy-™

7:39 PM

[ 孤独なやつ™]