The Lonely One~

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Starting of my semester 2 in RP for 3 weeks already. Thing wasn't amooth as I expected. School started about 3 weeks only. And my daily grades I got more 'B' than 'A'. I really find that I am working so hard to get more 'A' but now, I just feel that it is unless. Why it is so difficult to get 'A' this semester? Why last semester it was so easy to get?
This semester,
week 1, 4 'B' and 1 'A' only.
week 2, 3 'A' and 1 'B', 1'x' as I did not attend school due to my O level paper.
Week 3, currently 2 'B' already. but expect to get a 'B' for tomorrow module marketing too. The other 2 module, I think will also get a b too :(
I think for the whole of this semester, I can expect less 'A' and more 'B' coming and 'C' or 'D' may be coming more often than 'A'

At this rate, I am unable to achieve my target/goal set. Which is to bring up my GPA. Really I think this semester, my GPA going to drop for sure. Becasue, I don't really think I can did well for my UT by scoring a B+ and above for all.
Really because of this, I had shed tears.

Really, what can I really do? I think that I had done what I had but did not even obtain a 'A'. I did more than what I did in the last semester. Being active, contribute, helping my team mate if I can. Just what went wrong? Can someone really tell me? I think my team members spend most of their time in class facebooking, twitter, msn, webcam and I think the grade she got is same with mine. WTH is this?

BUT NO MATTER WHAT IT IS, I MUST NOT GIVE UP DUE TO THIS SMALL TRIVAL MATTER.

From:

-The Lonely Guy-™

10:51 PM

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Friday, October 29, 2010

Coming to the end of another week. Secondary school are having their holiday now but I am still studying. Just in a blink of eye, 1 year is going to end soon.

Just not I was viewing all the facebook pictures on my profile. Seeing the last day of secondary 5 life, I felt happy and sad. Happy because the event was full of joy. Was sad because it was the day we departed from HKSS from each other.

Now I am also listening to the song sang by zhou jie lun in my secondary school time. Miss the time I studied in in darkness and listening to those music.

After those secondary photos, came to my poly photos. My starting of poly life E25B had bring a good start to my poly life. Starting from cal birthday, then follow sentosa trip and the last lesson of Andy. The back view of him leaving the class, seem to be an happy event, but at the back of the scene is tear drip down from our eye. During that semester, we had joy we had fun we also had season in the sun together. Coming to end of semester 1, the last lesson of the semester, I can still remember that the class was actually very quiet that day as I can feel that everybody knows that the time we are departing are counting down, from hours to minutes and finally to seconds.

After semester 1, Kinabalu trip, having fun at there with seniors and friend. Also I think I had start to form a group of my poly friend already. Now semester 2, I miss the time of semester with my E25B mates and my time at Kinabalu.

But we cannot look back. We should look forward to make tomorrow a better day.

From:

-The Lonely Guy-™

9:28 PM

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Friday, October 15, 2010

Came back from my Mount Kinabalu trip last Sunday and rest for a day before school start. So fast a week had pass in a blink of eye.

About my Mount Kinabalu trip, it was fun. Was lucky enough that I did not fall sick during the trip as we trek in the rain up to the so call the hotel. and down to the hotel and also descending down. Weather there was really cold. But was lucky enough that there was a sleeping bag for all and also the weather was quite cooperative. We were so lucky that it was not raining when we going to the summit on the third day night. The route to the summit was indeed dangerous and challenging. Holding of the rope and climb up. But to be frank, I was lucky enough that I was same team with 1 of the facilitator Leng Er. She had take care of us a lot. Thanks Leng Er. I really need to learn how to become a person who will also no thinkong of my ownself only. After decend from the summit, I did the Via Ferrerta. Half way throughout the Via Ferrerta, rain start to pour and we got no choice but to finish doing the Via Ferrerta. At the ending part of the Via ferrerta, my 10 fingers totally feel numb without any feeling.
That night after reaching the summit, we recieve a new that there was a landslide. It may hindrance our journey. But luckily it did not.
Day 4 just decend form Mount Kinabalu and board the bus and fo to Kinabalu City and bookinto a lounge to stay for 2 nights.
Days 5 white water rafting. 7 rapids. Was having alot of fun. Took train to reach the destination for white water rafting and after the 7 major rapids, we took a boat to a place and board train. After that reach back to the louge and own time own target.
Day 6 book ouk from the lounge and go to the chocolate factor then home sweet home.

Tuesday school start. the feeling of my new class was different. Feel like going back to the life of semester 1 again. But that is life. Whenever a new start, it will always be a bit bored. As time pass by, the situation will be better...

From:

-The Lonely Guy-™

9:13 PM

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Monday, October 4, 2010

Currently nothing to do. Resting so that I will not be tired for the Mt Kinabala trip.

Firstly, I would really like to thank Hock Meng for repairing my Headphone and also purchased a medicine at a cheap price.

Thanks Bro. You will always be there when I need you.

Today morning went back to school for a meeting and after that submit my OBS 21 days form and took my Jacket from Leng Er for the trip and was also surprise that I was given the first aid porch which cause me to repack my bag and increase my bag weight. But it is alright to me. I will just treat it as training. After leaving school, went to Jurong Point. Brought 1 adidas white short and 1 singlet total cause me about $55. After that went home.

Lee was on his way to Gunung Stong now. I will be the next to leave.

Have been saying that I want to do volunteer work since after my O level. But so far, I don't think I had started it. Was thinking of becoming a lifeguard first and start my volunteer work as I will not hesitate so much for my volunteer expense. Also I had the thought of getting a second job as a wedding planner. But seem to be difficult. I hope to carry 2 jobs so that I have more income but I want high paid job. Out of the 2 jobs, I of the timing must be flexibele. Just like a project whether I can take or not depending I am free or not. But it seem to be hard. Because I think they want people with experience, can work full time, or with the cert to the work.

If they was a wedding shop that will really hire me a inexperience, learning everything from the scratch. I will be thanksful and glad enough.

But if you all ask me why I had the thought of becoming a wedding planner, my answer are

(1) I like to run event stuff

(2) I think that I can learn a lot from there

(3) It is a bless to see a couple together

(4) The working time I think it can suit me for 2 jobs if I can choose to take event or not.

From:

-The Lonely Guy-™

8:51 PM

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