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Friday, August 13, 2010

I choose to let go. Becase there are several reasons.

Firstly, I don't to get distract myself away from it. As I had been distracted by this issue for 1 whole week and my grades were being affected.

Secondly, I feel that no matter what it is, I will not always be better than her ex-stead. She will not feel secure/confident in me.

Thirdly, I feel/find it that no matter how hard I tried I can not move her heart. She will carry on treating me as her brother. Seem like we are not fated to be together. The most we can go is brother and sister relationship.

Forthly, I do not want to break the brother and sister relationship with her. So I choose to let go.

Fiftly, I had already lose confident. having rejected by her everytime I asked, I felt dishearted. But the reason still remain the same for rejecting.

Sixly, I think she already get irritated upon approach so many time.

But to be frank, I was quite regret for not fighting for her in the past and not treasure her in the past. But time cannot turn back. Even with me regreting now and trying to fight to get her back, but it was still gone.



Let me get back into a 100% travelling life and single lifestyle. So that I will not regret for not treasure the time as a single by getting activities on.

Although I really do not wish to lose her as a stead anymore. But I can't controlled it. I can only see her becoming the girl of other guy in which I do not wish it to happen. But that is going to be the fact.



From:
-The Lonely Guy-™
8:31 AM
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