Thursday, March 25, 2010
Haiz, i think this is the 1st time I admit to my fate in my NCC and relationship because I feel thatno matter how hard I worked, it no going to work.
From:
9:15 PM
[ 孤独なやつ™]
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
不知道还有什么理由
我应该付出没有报酬
我们并肩而走勾不着你的手
把我的眼泪往心里流
把笑容换来细水长流
做个普通朋友我就在你左右
不是你的过不是你的错
也许都是我自己想太多
我不想执着
你可明白我走火入魔
不是你的过
不是你的错
可惜就是有这样的结果
你不要怪我
我会依旧继续再琢磨
直到有一天你属于我
不知道还有什么理由
我应该付出没有报酬
我们并肩而走勾不着你的手
把我的眼泪往心里流
把笑容换来细水长流
做个普通朋友我就在你左右
不是你的过
不是你的错
也许都是我自己想太多
我不想执着
你可明白我走火入魔
不是你的过不是你的错
可惜就是有这样的结果
你不要怪我
我会依旧继续再琢磨
直到有一天你属于我
我不能伤心撞我的头
我还是努力踢我的球
不管怎样难受我都会跟你走
我不会一生一无所有
除了你我才别无所求
不想腹水难收看着你眼泪流
不是你的过
不是你的错
From:
6:24 PM
[ 孤独なやつ™]
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
How I wished that the NCC CLT course was not cancelled. I totally felt sad upon receiving the letter about the cancelled of the course. Just now I sent an e mail to the NCC commandan about my stand and concern about cancelling of the course. But I don't know upon reading it, what will he think. I also not sure wheather he did think of what I stated in the e mail before?
So will the 59 intake be held again in April? I think the probability to held in April is much much much more lower than it will held in April. That is what I think. as it is a big Company, once it said that it is cancelled, it will be cancelled. Hardly to change their mind. But all I can sai is hope for the best!!!
From:
9:34 AM
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Saturday, March 13, 2010
Today went out for basketball leisure with TZY fot the whole morning. But to be exact, at first we play awhile only then went to eat something then back to the basketball court and rest before start playing again. Today my shooting accuracury was extremely good eccept that I am short of luck such that almost all my shots was deflect out from the ring. Maybe I am shooting out all my unhappiness ba. RELATIONSHIP FAIL, COURSE WAS CANCELLED, ALMOST ALL THE THING DID NOT WENT WELL FOR ME!!!
Picturses and videos were taken!!!
From:
3:45 PM
[ 孤独なやつ™]
Friday, March 12, 2010
Arhh, my 59 CLT course was cancelled. I think the date is pushed back to November. Seem like the fate was making fun of me. The 1st intake of the CLT course, it was crashed with my diving. Now it was cancalled. Seem like god does not want me to carry on my NCC ba. Maybe it is impossibla for me and her already since now the course was cancelled, I does not had any reason to be back!!! FATE!!!
WILL I BE ABLE TO BE NCC OFFFICER??? IT WILL BE A DEPENDING ON FATE!!!
From:
5:27 PM
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Saturday, March 6, 2010
Just start to feel that my life starting to get busy. Coming Wednesday(10 march) going down to RP with Lee for our enrolment. I also need to get a copy of my course starting date and ending date for my deferment of my NS as previously I deferment it under the course SPORT AND EXERCISE SCIENCES. But now I changing course to OUTDOOR AND ADVENTURE LEARNING. Thus need to do my deferment one more time.
YTD went to work at Airport for 2 hours plus then go home. Pay was $55. My total pay for 3 days was $130. Ytd went to watch 'Being Human' at LOT 1 with TZY. The show was funny. After that went to JP and TZY go post something then went for L4D2. After a game went back to Jp for dinnes then home sweet home. Actually today should go for BB with Tzy too. But I am so tired.
From:
10:59 AM
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Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Yesterday went to work fom 9 am until 2pm and earned $70. Went foe my medical check up after that and it cost me $50 including taking a jab. Up to today, my mound still a little bit pain.
Yesterday, called me swimming instructor at night and had some talked with him. Most likely I will be changing my instructor after passing my life saving 1 ,2 ,3. Now then I know that it is not possible for me to become a life guard so soon. I still had my BM and CPR to learn and after that, I will need to apply to be a life guard at a counter then I still need to go for another swimmming test and an interview. It was indeed a big blow for me that I could not get to be a life guard so soon. But some of my life guard friends intro me to be the PG at the swimming pool 1st. I think I will consider it 1st.
I missed her badly!!! That all I can say.
From:
9:43 AM
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