The Lonely One~

Monday, June 22, 2009

Woke up early this morning . Just for updating .

Holiday going to end in a few more days time . This week I need to really buck up . Still feel that I am still slacking ... Oh man .... What am I going to do ?

Perseverance , hard work , determination , winning fighting and high standard of discipline is what I need fully now .

If I want to make some of my wish come true , I need all these thing state above .

But just a few more months to go . No giving up . No matter how tough it is . No matter how lonely it is . Nothing can stop me . Even if I fall down now , I must still carry on my path that I had choose . NO PAIN NO GAIN !!! After I reach my destination , I will feel thrilled ...

When it become the most difficult situation/time , think of the ending . The happy , proud and honour ending . It will make me more perseverance .

I will not think of anything now except the thing that going to happened in about a few more months time .

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-The Lonely Guy-™

9:49 AM

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Sunday, June 21, 2009

Hmm , it's been so long since I update . Updating about holiday ...

I feel that I been slacking more than studying . But at least I did finish my homework .

And my CS higher record is DE_dust2 30 matches without being killed . Try breaking it ...

Did not chat with her this few days .
I just feel that she will not reply . Don't know what she want . I don't know what to do ....

SO just force for this last few months .

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-The Lonely Guy-™

8:34 AM

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Friday, June 5, 2009

Finally the NCC annual camp this year had end . There will be no more chance for me to attending the annual camp as a cadet anymore ... Quite sad although .

Don't know whether will I have any more chances to attend the NCC annual camp again . Hopeful I will go for the CLT course .

Missed my NCC days .
Missed all my memories when I was a NCC cadet
Missed the period of the times of those courses that I had attended

Anyway , during the 1st day of the camp , my times was very tight . So I had to give up going to the East Coast Park with them . Very sad though . I missed the fun .
2nd days , I did not followed any of the parts out as I helped Mr Lawrence with the Power Point of the Part D pictures . After that ORD night the same feeling , SAD . Seeing one badge after another badge passed out . 4 years of NCC had end . At night , after the ORD night , they had some confident walked . I also not so sure about it . Then followed by supper . But crop up . Not everybody managed to drink . Anyway , after that went back to our bunk (D&T Theory) room . Doing my maths homework . and joke a bit with Mr Lawrence and Miss Ang .
3rd day , woke up late as I was too tired . Missed some parts of their PT . Had my breakfast , supposed to go for my D&T structure lesson . In the end chat with Miss Ang in the bunk for quite long . Finally left and went for my D&T . Mr Toh was not here . Therefore having some troubles making my artifact . After that around 5 home sweet home .

Things happened these past few days .

1st , I was qualified for the 2nd selection test (basic scroba diving course)
2nd , Was surprised to see her on the 2nd day of the camp in school . want to said good byb to her but seeing her with her friends , then did not go and said .
3rd , I managed to finish at least my maths homework .

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-The Lonely Guy-™

9:01 PM

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Tuesday, June 2, 2009

我真的很喜欢你甚至很爱你

如果给我一个机会，我真的会好好地珍惜你，我真的会

可是我想我应该没有这个机会吧？

我真的不知道你愿不愿意给我这个机会

我真的不想失去你

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-The Lonely Guy-™

8:03 PM

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