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Friday, February 20, 2009

Yo if today I don't update , I think need to wait till next week then can update already .

As usual , at school I was lonely as usual . However I glad that I'm able to pull a total number of 19 chin up at one go now .

On monday , lesson was as usual nothing crop up except the after school structre . Lesson as usual except english and CME as Mdm Sharifah not here but for me I still need to go to library for my english lesson with Mr Pavan . After school went for chemistrry structure . At night I just prepare abit of my Wednesday geography test and end my day at 9 plus .

Tuesday lesson was also as usual except that after school I went for modular sport instead of my English structure and anyway our english teacher is absent on that day . During PE lesson play volley ball finally get to know how to play the basic .So easy to play . Hehe ... At night by right I was actually to study for my geography test that was on wednesday but I spend the whole night reading comic and end my day at 9.45 pm .

Wednesday reach school late as school start late . Was so surprise that geography teacher Mrs Indra was absent that mean there still more time for me to study geography test . I must get high mark for my geography test too . After school also no structure for me too as geography teacher not here . :-(

Thursday was also as usual went to library to do my work after school . I think I'm getting less and less committe to Hong Kah Secondary School NCC already . Because bith Jia Da and me felt so dishearted toward NCC already . Make it clearer is that if we get our CLT rank I don't think the chance of both of us coming back is high . Reach home bath and eat then do my homework .Wa do much homework ... And I end my day at around 10 pm .

Friday was usual too except that there crop up in the english lesson . This was also our last english lesson with Mr Pavan . After school went for my chinese structure .Did a chinese lettter writting a test too . After finish went slack abit then went for my D&T at com lab 1 .Left at around 5 pm then went to hall to see the house . In the end I take high jump and get don't know 5th or 6th position very sad :-( So now I'm out of long jump already .

Saturday tomorrow got heat 200 m .Not feeling so well do not know I can run very well tomorrow or not . Hope that I can get 1st .

Coming saturday and sunday I have this amount of things to do
1) Study for my geography test
2) Math homework
3) Math revision
4) English homework
5) D&T 6 pages of ideation
6) Study for my social studies test
7) Tomorrow (21/2/2009) sport heat
8) Study my physic test
9) Revise my chemistry and physic
10) Swimming
11) Exercise
12) Social studies homework
13) Study for my math test

So many thing to do . I think I'm unable to finsh all or maybe I'm can finish all but no time to rest . I miss her dearly but since I choose to give up , I will not sms her and anyway she also don't care about me . Even if I sms her she also will not reply . Sometime wondering am I really that bad ? why do I lose to him in alot of thing and I also lose to my friend in alot of things ?

Then about my sister and brother relationship with Cheryl Foo , I think it is coming to an end . What she give me is that she treat other people better than me . What am I the brother so call to her ? And I think I let go .

And I also feel that in the end of the day after taking my "O" level result , I know that I will Be lonely again . I know that most likely even if I get a very very good result I will just feel happy within myself only . This success of mine won't be able to share around with my friend .

I think I shall end here .

I miss and love you . you should know who you are !



From:
-The Lonely Guy-™
8:50 PM
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