The Lonely One~

Friday, February 27, 2009

This week the common test week finally pass . Been so tired of studying everyday for my test .
At least all my suffer was worst . Hope it will also worst for my 'O' level too . Really I was so busy this week that I had no time to do my D&T course but lucky I finish most of my journey .

Monday geography test result 18/20
Tuesday social studies test have not taken my result back yet but I think I will not be the top few in class .
Wednesday Maths test result 30/35 . ! question I forget how to do sad :-( 2 questions I make a stupid careless mistake next time be careful ... A must ... Cannot repeat all this stupid mistake during my 'O' level exam .
Thursday physic test have not taken the result back yet
Friday Chinese test result not taken back yet .
Tuesday to Friday also did a English test hope I can do well ...

Ho ho ... Shall carry on my update ... Sorry that I was too tired that I update half way ... yesterday night also went for cheer leading practise . I think on the actual sport day there stress for me :-( Turning the girl wa siao

Anyway time passes too fast now term 1 is ending in 2 weeks time . Hope that the coming week won't be too stretch for me ...

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-The Lonely Guy-™

11:10 PM

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Saturday, February 21, 2009

Today went for event in the mornig last minute put me into long jump then now I do not have 100 m event anymore because each person can only have 3 events .

My actual events are
: 1) 100 m
: 2) 200 m
: 3) Long Jump
: 4) 4 time 100 m

Then change alots of times .

So my final event are
: 1)200 m
: 2) Long jump
: 3) High jump
: 4) 4 time 100 m
: 5) Cheer leading

Today event 200 m I got 3rd position if I'm not wrong . Almost get a 2nd position
Then for my long jump I get 5th position . did not totally put my heart in my last jump as my 200 m event going to start . So at least a 5th is good enough . Haha Kai Lin say that her long jump got 1st pro sia .

after finish my event I went straight to play basketball play awhile only my muscle wanteed to cram so I stoped playing . Tomorrow morning going to play again .

Being a leader is really not a simple thing . Although it is hard I will treat it as some enjoyable thing ba .

Still quite miss her now !!!

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-The Lonely Guy-™

8:58 PM

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Friday, February 20, 2009

Yo if today I don't update , I think need to wait till next week then can update already .

As usual , at school I was lonely as usual . However I glad that I'm able to pull a total number of 19 chin up at one go now .

On monday , lesson was as usual nothing crop up except the after school structre . Lesson as usual except english and CME as Mdm Sharifah not here but for me I still need to go to library for my english lesson with Mr Pavan . After school went for chemistrry structure . At night I just prepare abit of my Wednesday geography test and end my day at 9 plus .

Tuesday lesson was also as usual except that after school I went for modular sport instead of my English structure and anyway our english teacher is absent on that day . During PE lesson play volley ball finally get to know how to play the basic .So easy to play . Hehe ... At night by right I was actually to study for my geography test that was on wednesday but I spend the whole night reading comic and end my day at 9.45 pm .

Wednesday reach school late as school start late . Was so surprise that geography teacher Mrs Indra was absent that mean there still more time for me to study geography test . I must get high mark for my geography test too . After school also no structure for me too as geography teacher not here . :-(

Thursday was also as usual went to library to do my work after school . I think I'm getting less and less committe to Hong Kah Secondary School NCC already . Because bith Jia Da and me felt so dishearted toward NCC already . Make it clearer is that if we get our CLT rank I don't think the chance of both of us coming back is high . Reach home bath and eat then do my homework .Wa do much homework ... And I end my day at around 10 pm .

Friday was usual too except that there crop up in the english lesson . This was also our last english lesson with Mr Pavan . After school went for my chinese structure .Did a chinese lettter writting a test too . After finish went slack abit then went for my D&T at com lab 1 .Left at around 5 pm then went to hall to see the house . In the end I take high jump and get don't know 5th or 6th position very sad :-( So now I'm out of long jump already .

Saturday tomorrow got heat 200 m .Not feeling so well do not know I can run very well tomorrow or not . Hope that I can get 1st .

Coming saturday and sunday I have this amount of things to do
1) Study for my geography test
2) Math homework
3) Math revision
4) English homework
5) D&T 6 pages of ideation
6) Study for my social studies test
7) Tomorrow (21/2/2009) sport heat
8) Study my physic test
9) Revise my chemistry and physic
10) Swimming
11) Exercise
12) Social studies homework
13) Study for my math test

So many thing to do . I think I'm unable to finsh all or maybe I'm can finish all but no time to rest . I miss her dearly but since I choose to give up , I will not sms her and anyway she also don't care about me . Even if I sms her she also will not reply . Sometime wondering am I really that bad ? why do I lose to him in alot of thing and I also lose to my friend in alot of things ?

Then about my sister and brother relationship with Cheryl Foo , I think it is coming to an end . What she give me is that she treat other people better than me . What am I the brother so call to her ? And I think I let go .

And I also feel that in the end of the day after taking my "O" level result , I know that I will Be lonely again . I know that most likely even if I get a very very good result I will just feel happy within myself only . This success of mine won't be able to share around with my friend .

I think I shall end here .

I miss and love you . you should know who you are !

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8:50 PM

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Saturday, February 14, 2009

I 'm back to ost again . Shall alway study nowaday . Won't get to update too often nowaday .

Give up give up is the only thing I can do to her .

This week not a good week :( Been scolded by that bloody steven toh . But at least now feel better .

Haiz today is valentine day very sad that nobody spend with me ...

Anyway Happy valentine day to everybody ...

Hope that my coming week will be better ...

forget about 1 thing nowaday I cannot slack anymore . Must train very hard already . House master Mr Wong put me in so many event .Should be 5 events altogether .
1st event is 100m
2nd event is 200 m
3rd event is high jump
4th event is long jump
5th event is 4 time 100 m (the event that I want .

Hope I can get top for all the event so that I won't feel letting Mr Wong down ...

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7:27 PM

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Sunday, February 8, 2009

Hey sorry guy/lady , I think it is around 1 week plus I did'nt undate my blog already .

Anyway reason being I was caught with alot of school work . However I still update finally despite no finishing my work yet . My Engligh project sure take away alot of my time plus I still got D&T too .

Ermm , last week had quite a number of test . Chemistry test , maths test and chinese test . Got back all my paper on friday . Did quite well for 2 papers and fail 1 paper :( . Maths test result I get 30/40 , chemistry test result I get 21/25 , Chinese is the test that I fail hehe I only get 13.5/30 .

Hmm so my study since school start till now is still able to cope . CCA still can cope too

The only thing that trouble me is my relationship . Since this year my relationship with some friend have not been very well . Beside that I also don't know what to do about her ??? Relationship give me a headache . I have been thinking shall I give her up ? And this question answer is only a yes or a no . But I still can't decide what will my answer be .

However if you all still ask me I still love her or not I can only answer you it a yes . Even though I can see that the chance of us being together is very slim but I really hope that a mirrael will happen soon .

Oh by the way , now I manage to do 18 chin up at 1 go . My success for this week . I aiming to do a number of 20 chin up coming week . Hope soon that I will be able to break our school record(27) and set a new record of 30 to 35 .

I shall end here .

Have a week and take care !!!

Hao Xiang Ni!!!

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9:09 AM

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