Hmm alot of things for me to do during the 2 days of holiday.Althiugh it is very tiring but I prefer this type pf life comapre to a life that have alot of time but nothing to do.
Time flies away again.Getting 1 year older.Seeing my childhood photo,I still prefer to be like the past.Because when I was a child,some many people dote on me so much.Doing thing does not need to think so much in the past too.But now I grow up and mature.I must be responsible for all my act and choice.Doing thing I still need to consider alot of thing.Not like the past when I was a child.I think it had been at least 15 year since people touch my head and sai yang me already.
Haiz have beeen thinking that i and her is getting less possible already.As her say although we do sms each other but she still feel that I am still a stranger to her.What can I do?She does not want to open her mind to get to know me.I really can't do anything anymore.People do say that a relationship need both party effort.Me,Jia Da and Hock Meng relationship have been very good because we put time effort hardwork helping one another.However for my relationship with her it seem like I am the only one who put hardwork in.I think it time for me to put down the relationship and leave already ba.Maybe she did put abit effoet in but I really don't know and can't see it.I not blameing her anyway.
It will be best that I leave quietly ba I think so...Although there still some doubt but I think that by putting it down is the best choice.Use te time concentrate on my study as well.I hope that I no party will regret in the future...
Really very sad.Just in a short while I need to put down my relationship with 2 persons.1 is her.Another one is aomebody la.You guy won't know one.
IT TIME THAT I LET GO.GOOD BYB AND GOOD LUCK TO YOU 2.TAKE CARE
From:
3:53 PM
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Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Today specially log in to update.
After school went home with Jia Da.Reach Jurongville secondary school bus stop I saw JOYCE CHUA XIN TIAN.Saw her with a guy.Feel very jealous about it.Now had alway been feeling that it is very impossible for us to be together already because that guy seem to be much more pei to Joyce.I also feel that even if we stead now it also won't last long.But I really love her alot but yet do not know what should I do now.
Will consider wheather I should give up and left quietly with out letting her know ba!!!
Writting in my blog.Then let her know about it ba.
But truely I LOVE YOU ALOT JOYCE CHUA XIN TIAN AND MISS YOU ALOT TOO!!!
Please somebody tell me what should I do!!!
From:
5:59 PM
[ 孤独なやつ™]
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Hmm,this week have been a very good week until friday afternoon.Something that make me and Jia Da damm angry.Han Xin get internal promotion to 1st sergent without doing anything.As for me and Jia Da we did so much thing for NCC contribute so much yet in the end do you all guy know what is our pay back?I tell you nothing we get.Han Xin did not do anything get promoted from a 3rd sergent to a 1st sergent.As for me and Jia Da we did so much thing we did not even get promoted.Now me and Jia Da have the same rank with Han Xin.So we think what is the use of doing so much>What the use of contribute so much?In the end our position is still the same as a person who did not committee and contribute as much as us.So do you guy think that there still meaning of continue to contribute and committee to NCC?I think it is no.There no meaning. Thus me and Jia Da decide to go for 10 trainings for our attendance and go do our revision.We don't intend to take care of anything for NCC anymore.Even the CCA opening house preparation do most of the thing in the friday afternoon and came the earlier among the senior to do the preparation.And the reward we get back is nothing even a THANK YOU also don't have.So you all guy think that is NCC still worth me putting my time in?No right!!!
After knowing about our position,I feel so dishearted and think that it tme that I give up my time in NCC and spend it in study which is more worth of using my time compare to NCC.
So now my 3 mains thing to forces is to study and did well for my "O" level this year,doing volunteerary work,exercise.Continue wooing JOYCE CHUA XIN TIAN is also one of the main thing but the first three that I wrote is still the very main.
I MISS YOU JOYCE CHUA XINN TIAN AND I LOVE YOU TOO!!!
From:
1:13 PM
[ 孤独なやつ™]
Friday, January 16, 2009
Not in the mood to update.
Today domm not happy.Let no elaborate it today.
Shall Elebrate next time when I am in better mood.
I give up.Not on her is on a thing.
I miss her(JOYCE CHUA XIN TIAN)WO AI NI
From:
9:42 PM
[ 孤独なやつ™]
Thursday, January 8, 2009
This week of school day have been very slack.But need to wake up early on most of the day make me feel tired.
Wonder how she is...Hope she is well.
I miss you...
From:
6:38 PM
[ 孤独なやつ™]
Monday, January 5, 2009
Today is the second day of school only and yet 2 of my subject teacher is not in school.Damm slack sia.I only sleep for 6 hour and 30 minute for today but at least I still manage to hold out my tireness till 2.30 which is also school end.After school take 187 home but change 99 half way.And fell asleep in the bus all the way home.Can see that I am damm tired.Reach home after bath I read newspaper then went to sleeep for 1 hour after that went to study awhile then go jogging till 7.
Ai ya lazy to write la.I want to sleep liao very tired.
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